Let's give you an update.

I still don't know what to do on Wednesdays.

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I'm thinking of having Thoughtful Thursdays.

And just like ramble.

Because that isn't what I do anyway.

Hmmmm

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Alright hi.

So I feel like I should share some of the recent ongoing events of the life of me.

First off

...I haven't decided what school I want to go to.

Its incredibly frustrating.

Also, due to a recent event I may not want to move away anytime soon...

I think number 33 on my 55 facts might have been a bit premature...

and it honestly pains me to say that.

But you see there's this person,

and I'm WAY interested in them.

and they're just so charming and I'd really like to get to know them better

and I could see something happening between us...?
perhaps?
I don't know.

and that's kind of scary..

but also quite exciting..

And I just would honestly like for something to happen.

Maybe then I could stop being terrified of my exes parents.

I think it would be nice to have that type of a connection to someone again.

So could there be a new man in my life?

Possibly.
probably not.

I'm not sure.

That'd be nice.

I'm not sure I should publish this...

But y'know what??

This is MY blog.

I should be able to write what I want.

Right?

[laughs nervously]

It's complicated.

It's REALLY complicated.

This person is charming, and sweet, and adorable, and funny, and they make me happy.

and they think I'm pretty

But I HIGHLY doubt they're interested in being anything more than friends.

Honestly I hate dating.

It's stupid,

I hate it,

I want NOTHING to do with it.

I just want someone to be happy with

and right now

this person makes me really happy...

You know,

I was going to write more on this

but I lost my train of thought.

So....

We'll continue this next week?

Cool

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