Fairytaleing Prologue

 You know, I never asked to be special. I really didn't. I didn't want to be, I don't want to be. I was never one of those people. No. I didn't want that. Any of it But there comes a time in a person's life where they just have to take a step back, suck it up, and accept what fate has in store for them. Whether you liked it or not. And if we're being perfectly honest, as a general rule I didn't like it.

My name is Shaeli Homston, I'm sixteen years old, and I'm not crazy. This is not a product of night terrors or anxiety. This is just my life.

Growing up, I often wondered why I had to be so different from everyone around me. I never thought that maybe there was a reason I saw the world differently, why things happened to me and not to others. I never understood why I always had to feel like an outcast because I was somehow separated from reality. I would see things, hear things, things that would keep me up at night because I was so scared of what might happen if I closed my eyes. It was not the life that a little girl should have been leading. However, looking back, things began to make sense after a while.

I'm having a difficult time trying to explain these things without sounding like a madman. Don't try and read between the lines and take from this that I hate my life or any other nonsense, I don't. All in all I had an amazing childhood, sure my parents weren't in it, and until recently I didn't remember anything before age seven, but my grandfather loved me and I never wanted for anything. I was very fortunate. I was just troubled. But who isn't in one way or another?

Anyway, I hope this gives you a little bit of insight as to who I am, and why I am the way I am. I'll give you a fair warning:

Don't judge a book by its cover.

Because, why the heck not?

I'm thinking I'll post parts of this every now and again. This will probably be re written again sometime soon.

But for now this is the prologue of my book!! [insert cheering here]

I definitely want to add more to this.

And I probably will.

Until then, enjoy.

K byeeeee!