Life happens...

...and  sometimes it sucks. And sometimes you don't know how to handle it. I don't know how to handle mine right now. This is a weak moment for me. I'm constantly thinking I'm not good enough or I did something wrong to make the bad things that happen in my life happen. I just never know what to do. And even when I do know, I never have enough courage to actually do it. I want things to go back to normal, I want things to be good again. I don't want to have to go through this, I don't want anyone to ever have to go through this. I just want it to be over.