Hi

Its been brought to my attention that I have a new reader,

how frequent of a reader I do not know,

but I new reader nonetheless.

The problem with this is,

I would LOVE to write something witty and happy to make this new reader want to continue to read.

But I have nothing happy to say.

I haven't updated...

pretty much anything because I just have nothing uplifting to say

and while I haven't had a problem sharing my problems in the past...

I've changed.

I've changed a lot.

I think the old me secretly hoped that the root of my problems would

read my

distressing blog posts

see my

sad drawings

stumbling upon my

rants on Facebook.

And SEE how badly they're actions had hurt me.

But I don't want this person to know how much I'm really hurting.

Because its not fair to them.

Because they're not the whole problem.

I've just been taking my frustrations out on them,

because they are part of it 

and unfortunately they're the only part I can reach.

So in short

I'm sorry for not updating you, I just haven't had the right mind set.

And I don't know when I will...

But I'm sure you'll be the first to know.

Until then,

I hope you all are having great lives, and living your dreams.

Bye.

An UPDATED All About Me + FAQ kinda...

First of all. Everyone who reads this blog probably knows me in person so this isn't much of a surprise...
Second of all. I love you.

1. I am beyond blind without my glasses which is why I'm never seen without them.
2. Yes, Wearing glasses makes filming videos unreasonably hard.
3. I have a YouTube channel.
4. I have a Tumblr
5. I have a DeviantArt
6. If its social media...I probably have it..
7. I brush my teeth a MINIMUM of five times a day.
8. I am not engaged, I wear a promise ring from my boyfriend,
9. I have a boyfriend.
10. I love the bands: Fun.
11. Mumford and Sons
12. Deathcab for Cutie
13. Coldplay
14. And OneRepublic.
15. I am a writer. I have a blog dedicated to that.
16. I am a dancer
17. a singer
18. an artist
19. and an actress.
20. I am going to college in the spring.
21. My favourite books/series are: Percy Jackson and the Olympians
22. Harry Potter
23. Divergent
24. Hunger Games
25. Cirque du Freak
26. and maybe sometimes Heroes of Olympus
27. I also love Pillage. I can't say I love the series because I haven't read it. Just Pillage.
28. I am going to say I'm 18 because I'm not making another one of these in the next few weeks.
29. I am 5'3"
30. I have green eyes.

That's really all I can think of for now... K..bye.


Stalk me:
Twitter: @shlieface
Instagram: shlieshelz
DeviantArt: shlieshelz.deviantart.com
Tumblr: shlieshelz.tumblr.com
Youtube: youtube.com/user/shlieface
Pinterest: pinterest.com/shaelihomston/boards/
Other blogs: shlieshelz.blogspot.com and neverendingstory.blogspot.com

A R T

I've been inspired to draw again, and to be honest I'm not entirely sure how I feel about that. I spent so much time in the last year trying to recreate my style, and while I like what I've come up with I still feel like it's missing something and so I haven't been satisfied and I..just don't ever feel like drawing anymore. But, I was browsing through deviantART and I saw some of burdge-bug's work and have been re-inspired to colour some pictures. I suppose we'll see how this goes, hmmm...maybe I'll even post some pictures on here!! What?? Unspeakable. #cray

The first of many

Yesterday was a very big day in the life of me. It was my anniversary. Which is why there is another picture of my ring. I would have posted this yesterday but I am on my phone and that died...so...

Anyway, yesterday marked the first year I've spent with my best friend. We've been together for a year and I can hardly believe it. It has obviously been a roller coaster with plenty of ups and downs, but we've grown to love each other more through each experience we've shared together. I honestly don't know what I'd do without him, he's become such a large part of my life. I miss him when he's not with me, I can't help but smile when he is, I love everything about him. He just makes me happy. When I've had a bad day just some kind words from him turn it around completely. I definitely don't deserve someone as fantastic as him, but I'm glad he loves me and I wouldn't trade that for anything. I love you baby, happy anniversary.

Twitterpated

Why yes, I do spend my morning writing sappy notes about my boyfriend. I love him a lot. A lot a lot. #love #misshim #ipromisetohaveafunnypostsoon

L O V E

Sometimes I actually do catch up on my blog reading.

And by that you all know I mean I finally went and read Emma's blog.

Basically, I was laughing and awwing all through journalism because she's just so in love that it makes me giggle.

Honesty her and her fiancé are probs the cutest thing ever. Even if it is nauseating sometimes ;) they're adorable.

It's gives me hope.

Because I too really enjoy my boy.

Because he's cute too.

And I miss him.

And I love him.

In some less lovey dovey words though my mother is leaving me this weekend, and so my EMMA is coming to stay with me and we'll have lots of fun an eat lots of food because let's be real,

That's all we do together.

Honestly.

Why don't we weigh a million pounds?

No one knows.

Anyway, that's all for now, no pictures, maybe later. When I'm ready for dance, I'd love to show you my new leotards.

Peace and blessings all. 

Mathematical

I've decided that multiple small posts is just as good as one long post.
Hello my lovely doll faces!
I'm in math class.
It's horrible.
I hate it.
However, I did get a 97 on my assignment.
Which is great news.
I also drew a picture,
Because I love my boyfriend.
Also, another picture of my ring.
Also, because I love my boyfriend.