Its been brought to my attention that I have a new reader,
how frequent of a reader I do not know,
but I new reader nonetheless.
The problem with this is,
I would LOVE to write something witty and happy to make this new reader want to continue to read.
But I have nothing happy to say.
I haven't updated...
pretty much anything because I just have nothing uplifting to say
and while I haven't had a problem sharing my problems in the past...
I've changed.
I've changed a lot.
I think the old me secretly hoped that the root of my problems would
read my
distressing blog posts
see my
sad drawings
stumbling upon my
rants on Facebook.
And SEE how badly they're actions had hurt me.
But I don't want this person to know how much I'm really hurting.
Because its not fair to them.
Because they're not the whole problem.
I've just been taking my frustrations out on them,
because they are part of it
and unfortunately they're the only part I can reach.
So in short
I'm sorry for not updating you, I just haven't had the right mind set.
And I don't know when I will...
But I'm sure you'll be the first to know.
Until then,
I hope you all are having great lives, and living your dreams.
Bye.
